Tuesday, February 15

In argument similies are like songs in love; they describe much, but prove nothing - Franz Kafka
... they do not know that they seek only the chase and not the quarry - Blaise Pascal

I'm rereading two old favourites, Laughable Loves and The Farewell Waltz both by Kundera. Some books that though not by authors who I consistently like but like a lot nonetheless are :
A Sport of Nature- Nadine Gordimer
The Counterlife - Philip Roth
The Monkey's Wrench - Primo Levi
Ironweed - William Kennedy
The Comedians - Graham Greene
The Book and the Brotherhood - Iris Murdoch
Gravity's Rainbow - Thomas Pynchon
Fifth Business - Robertson Davies
White Noise - Don DeLillo

Monday, February 14

Today I got individually kissed by 12 4 year olds.
That's my valley day gift from my class.
I feel loved and warm and fuzzy.
In your stupid face stupid world.
I have my doubts.
This mess we're in.

Thursday, February 10

The Queen of Swords
The Queen of the Thrones of Air

Numerical Value: 4
Elemental Name: Water of Air

Divinatory meaning
Upright - A complex, courageous, intelligent woman, who may well have suffered some deep sorrow or loss. She is concerned with attention to accuracy and detail and can skillfully balance opposing factions to meet her own needs. She has attained inner wisdom and a sense of truth. The cards is one for women who have overcome adversity especially at the hands of men, to obtain a state of grace. The ability of women.

Ill Dignified or Reversed - Sorrow for the sake of sorrow. A card of wrongdoing as a reply to adverse circumstances. A deceitful, sly, intolerant and narrow minded woman, expert in the use of half truths and quiet slander. A formidable enemy due to her subtlety and sharp intellect.

There you go Louse.
I'm putting this up her cause them are cool descriptions.

Tuesday, February 8

I can't stop laughing at She Hates Me by Puddle of Mudd.
I swear it's been 3 hours since I've been listening and laughing.
Help.

Monday, February 7

The Queen of Sheba

The little monster is becoming disturbingly like me. She bit me today. I was so shocked I instantly whacked her. But then later I realised my arm was coming at her in a way that may have seemed threatening. Maybe she just wanted to nip me just for the act. I don’t know but I was extremely mad then. Now she’s again sleeping in my lap, stretching like the Queen of Sheba. She has her pet trained well.
I’ve also been informed by a number of people that her father who’s the only cat who doesn’t attack her is not doing so because of any paternal feelings. To him she is an available albeit young female. No fucking way am I going to let that happen. She can fuck around all she wants (yes Listo I have made my peace with that) but no fucking way is incest happening. I don’t want retarded weak inbred kittens. Ugh. I’ll fucking buy a male cat if I have to. Ugh. There’s probably nothing that I can do. Ugh.