I wanted to stay awake all night but I have college. Sleeping through classes is not an option here. I was told that I live in an illusory world and some day reality will bite. I hear things which make me truly uncomfortable with my happy state. I got upset but I also noticed that I didn't get as upset as I used to. It was more of a dull throb, to be shaken away. Reality will bite someday and I won't be prepared to deal with it because I'll have conditioned myself with my delusions. My delusions are fun, they keep me warm, it's how the world is in my head and my universe, they are mine.
Bitch college makes me get up at 7 something.
I miss L. Quite a bit. Especially now that I'm awake after 11 invariably. I miss sleeping at 10.