Thursday, March 17

I wanted to stay awake all night but I have college. Sleeping through classes is not an option here. I was told that I live in an illusory world and some day reality will bite. I hear things which make me truly uncomfortable with my happy state. I got upset but I also noticed that I didn't get as upset as I used to. It was more of a dull throb, to be shaken away. Reality will bite someday and I won't be prepared to deal with it because I'll have conditioned myself with my delusions. My delusions are fun, they keep me warm, it's how the world is in my head and my universe, they are mine.
Bitch college makes me get up at 7 something.
I miss L. Quite a bit. Especially now that I'm awake after 11 invariably. I miss sleeping at 10.

9 comments:

reeferjournal said...

sleeping pills child. the answer to all life's problems.

JP said...

Unreality is more important than people imagine. Really.

reeferjournal said...

Really ? Who thinks unreality is not important ?

JP said...

Glue sniffers.

reeferjournal said...

fuck them man. who gives a shit about glue sniffers anyway ?

Ostrich said...

why would you listen to a glue sniffer anyway? they sniff glue! Listen to alcoholics, they know their shite!

SC said...

do people with diarrhoea know their shit?
err...sorry =/

reeferjournal said...

I think its gone before they can get to know it.

Murphy said...

Enough effing trolls. Shoo. Go the fuck away.